• I’m kind of over getting told to throw my hands up in the air.

    So there.

    #dailypractice #fashion #fashionillustration #sketch

  • These are my daily practice. Lately I’ve been so occupied with school and just stop drawing. And every time I take a break from drawing, I don’t feel like being myself. Isn’t that even make sense ? Time management is my worst enemy. I need to finish everything and still have to spend time just being me, despite the fact that maybe there’s other ppl who might just not like my work or simply me being me.

    Daily practice is pretty much tiring cause I need to do this after I done my homework’s which i set for myself. But It helps a lot. So I really recommend ppl who feels like they’re not being them self in this adult thingy world, do something you like, forget what they said cause you’re not being selfish for that long. You only have time few hours from total 24 hours to decide let yourself to be selfish for few hours, shut down your phone and just do you.

    Kalo kata Shameless Maya,

    "Remember to do you, be you, stay true"



  • Random thoughts : Cool Dudes Who Refuse to Cover Their dark Circles

    Matther Gray Gubler and Dane Dehaan make dark circles and eye bag way too cool. Not a fan of zombie movies but definitely looking forward to their new series “Life After Beth” #fangirlmodeONimage

  • Having love and hate relationship with my dark circles. 

  • Just..one..casual day. (in my head tho)

  • "Break The Shell"

    I met a prophet dark as the night
    She could see into my soul
    Said she’d been watching and had some advice
    She said shadows make you whole
    A life without pain is a wolf in sheep’s clothes
    Cause if you listen to the lessons that it holds
    You’ll find the gold

    I can remember when I was a child
    How the grown folks seemed so crazy
    Why are they so angry, why are they so loud?
    And when I grow up that’s never ever gonna be me
    That was the moment that I decide
    That I would build a wall just shy of six feet tall
    Too strong to fall

    Child it’s time to break the shell
    Life’s gonna hurt but it’s meant to be felt
    You cannot touch the sky from inside yourself
    You cannot fly until you break the shell

    Courage is not being hard
    It’s time to peel back all of the layers
    You put between who You’re meant to be
    And who You are
    And go be who You are

    So much disappointment to finally understand
    That there is no such thing as perfect
    Were all simply doing the best that we can
    And we have a choice to live or truly be alive

    (This is your life)

    Child it’s time to break the shell
    Life’s gonna hurt but it’s meant to be felt
    You cannot touch the sky from inside yourself
    You cannot fly until You break the shell

    Child it’s time to break the shell
    Life’s gonna hurt but it’s meant to be felt
    You cannot touch the sky from inside yourself
    A bird cannot fly until it breaks the shell

    Do with these words what you will
    It’s time for us to be for real
    You’ll be stuck on the ground until
    You finally break the shell
    -India Arie-
    Love this woman, I listen to her through both good times and rough times. I grew up with her songs, and still a big fan. Its time to break the shell~~
  • Black widow, baby ;)

  • Aquatic

  • Sit with me, lets talk about our twisted faith and be grateful for that.

  • Finishing this took me for hours and skipping lunch. Kinna like the way it turns out. But gotta practice more on that face !

    Planning on making some fashion illustration for one full collection. Hopefully I can get it done. whoop whoop.

  • Daily blog: 20 February 2014-Mostly in bed

    Hi guys ! I know nobody’s gonna read this but still hey if anyone’s see this.

    I used to do blogging almost every week back then. Like 3 or 4 years ago. I stop blogging cause I don’t have anything to blog (I guess). I have a great life I’m so blessed and I like to keep that to myself or with people I love. But hey I’m in the mood for some daily blog !

    So today I spent most of my time in my bed, finished some assignments and just watching youtube. I have this heavy headache and I knew something was up. Apparently I just got my period this night (well that explains a lot to my mood swings and crazy appetite). Now I got cramp,uh. But that’s okaaay cause I find today is pretty much a good day. And why is that ? 

    Last night I had to finished my observation reports. What was making that so much harder since I’m not a night person-like at all. I’m a super morning person. You give piles of works, I’ll do it more quickly and even super fast in the morning. But working in late night—-uh… Then someone knocked my door and left a bag of warm food. It’s martabak !

    My boyfriend, sweet sweet boyfriend drove more than a hour at night just to give me food to accompanied me. That’s so sweet (though his selection of food tots gave me some weight gain in the morning). Oh and yeah he couldn’t see me cause we have rules so he just left it there. Such a sweet person.

    Though I had a terrible morning and heavy headache all day, he’s still the reason why I smile from ear to ear today. I couldn’t say “Thank you, Alhamdulillah jazakallahu khoiro” enough. :)

    see you in next daily blog (if I have the mood) 

  • Pertama kali nyoba digital painting. aih susah banget, harus dua kali gagal baru akhirnya bisa ada bentuknya. belum puas banget sama ini. Ga simetris errgh tapi ya lumayan alhamdulillah untuk latian seharian. dududuu~